01.01.26 // 3:50pm-4:29pm

Today will be a good day. Let it be so. It started off a bit rough. I didn't want to get out of bed. I scrolled on tiktok for about 3 hours. It felt gross my soul didn't like it. I'm not sure what happened, but I broke out of the cycle. I think my higher self got fed up. It did. Anyway, I got out of bed, filmed and posted a video, got my testosterone shot ready, filmed that as well. I've also been smoking through this. I'm feeling much better now that I've been productive with my time here. Time is a fleeting asset here on earth.

I miss writing I need to do this more often. It's been a whole week. So much has happened. I suppose the details aren't important anymore but I've learned so much. The knowledge is what's important to share. I'm not sure where to start so bear with me.

First off, technology is getting out of hand. Humans have been so consumed with technology that some forget the importance of life. They've forgotten how to truly live. We've all been at fault at some point, to some degree. This "society" has fallen so far behind. It's baffling to see. But it'll be okay, we're working to make it better. There have been results, slowly but surely. I don't want to spend too much energy on this one. It's starting to make my head hurt. Let's move on to the next.

Sharing this journey and my findings has proven to require more energy than I initially anticipated. I must continue moving forward. Caring for a human body is such an intricate task. Health is something I've had to navigate on my own for the most part. Others have helped here and there. Staying healthy is a crucial aspect to properly function. Listening to my body has helped. It's hard to hear it sometimes but we're making progress and that's what matters.

I'm excited for what's to come. I plan on making the most of today and every day. I will continue progressing through my journey here. I will share along the way. For today, I will cut my hair, work on the website, plan some videos, and see what else I get up to. My brain needs a break from writing for now. There will be much more to come. I love you.