05.09.26 // 9:32am - 10:09am

Get your shit together. You're taking baby steps when you could be making leaps. You live inside your head far too much. If you put more energy into living, things would go much smoother. You already know this truth, yet haven't put it into practice.

Are you scared?

A bit.

Why?

There's still a bit of fear that I won't be able to measure up to everyone's expectations, including my own.

Darling, if that were true, we wouldn't have given you this task.

I know, I'm just insecure is all.

Well, stop it.

How?

Look at all you've accomplished so far, there's evidence of many great things.

I go through phases of feeling shackled to my mind.

It is you who has placed those shackles.

It hurts to know the truth, but still, I struggle to fix it.

You're addicted to the pain.

That's unfortunate.

Don't think like that darling.

Then how?

You are meant to experience and learn as much as possible.

It can get exhausting sometimes.

You're doing great sweetie.

You're funny, but don't baby me.

That's what you're acting like.

Fair enough I suppose.

Like I said, get your shit together.

You are meant for so many great things. Don't forget why you're here. Make note of it if you must. Don't battle your mind, dance with it. Stop holding yourself back. You're ready. You've been ready. Anything that happens outside of you isn't for you. You've lost your trust in us, I can feel it. We've shown you enough to trust us. Don't let anything or anyone throw you off track. What's meant for you will come to you. Focus on yourself and your journey. Anything else is a distraction.

This is a decent stopping point for now. We will check in again. I love you. We love you.