01.02.26 // 3:46am-4:39am

I'm not sure what a manic episode is. I might be experiencing those at times but I don't want to put a label on the experience. I'm still doing research. When I hear others share their experiences, I can relate to some, but I haven't found a way to properly verbalize what I'm experiencing.

My spirit feels like it's glitching. (The spirit is between the body and soul.) My mind is playing tricks. It's odd to navigate. I can hear everything.

I'm still trying to figure out why sleeping becomes so difficult at times. My human self forces my body to stay awake. It's annoying. We need to fix that. I'm done with this battle. We need sleep and rest for a regulated system.

I was attempting to stay conscious as my body sleeps. I was making progress but started over thinking. My spirit began releasing, my body jolted to bring it back. My spirit began viewing a separate realm, the human intervened due to intense viewings at an early development period. We don't remember much, but some of those are still in the archives. I know the human side is weary, but we must proceed. This is crucial to certain discoveries we can't access here. It's time to expand beyond this place. We were made for so much more.

I should take a break here. I don't want to share more than what I'm meant to right now. I will continue to sharpen my abilities and report back with my findings. Thank you for continuing on this journey with me. Until next time. I love you. Get some rest.