01.30.26

12:10am

It's been messing with my head. I've been extra vigilant at times. My thoughts are foggy. Definitely ruptured my energetic connection a bit. I can feel my body slowly healing. My energy is still in shock but I'm doing my best to make sense of it. It's getting easier to listen to my body at times. The connection comes and goes. This is a new experience. I'm doing my best to remind myself I need time to recover and analyze what happened. Things are starting to get clearer but I need more time and care. I want to document as much as possible. That's difficult when my energies are not aligned as they once were. We will get back up stronger than we were before all of this.

6:26pm

My head is barely staring to clear up. Today I made myself 2 eggs and some toast for breakfast. Had to force it down. Nothing seems appetizing. I need to drink more water. I cleaned a bit and showered. That helped a bit but then I was just in bed scrolling on my phone. redacted picked me up so we can head to a meeting. I'll update more later.