07.04.21

I haven't written in a while because withdraws are a bitch. And because I've been busy with work and rehab. Working while going through withdraws was extremely exhausting. Last nigh I slept for at least twelve hours. I really needed it.

Rehab has been great so far. During my last session redacted and redacted invited me to redacted, then AA, then redacted. It was a fun night and I hope they invite me places more often. I liked spending time with them and they seem like good people. Also I need more friends. I need more sober friends.

I kind of finished my good bye letter. It's short and vague, but it's a starting point. I want to elaborate on it later. I'm going to read it in group tomorrow. I hope redacted doesn't make me do an exercise thing. But I kinda hope he does.