10.12.25 // 12:36am-1:15am

I suppose I should start taking note of everything that's happening in my life. I had dinner with redacted and redacted, then drove to redacted house to get settled in. Dinner was beef, mashed potatoes (first time trying a mix of sweet/ russet for mash, very good), carrots, green beans, chocolate pie for dessert.

When I got to redacted house she introduced me to everyone. I'm staying in redacted room. Things feel odd but that's because it's still new and I'm getting adjusted. Everyone is really nice, I feel comfortable here. redacted genuinely wants to support me and I need to allow it. I feel this is a good place to grow. It's somewhere I can stay more long term and I really need stability right now. I have everything I need here. I can do my shirts here. There's a yard. There's a garage. I can smoke inside. Estella seems to enjoy it here too. She's getting along with everyone right now and it should stay that way I hope.

redacted and I smoked and talked. We got to know each other more which was nice. I realized we don't know much about each other but we seem connected in some way. In my soul contract? I'm not sure yet but definitely something spiritual. She has reassured me that she doesn't mind me staying, she even mentioned ordering me a bed. This all feels so surreal. I need to trust these good things are here for a reason. I would like to continue staying here, help out where I can, and start contributing financially once things are settled. I really need this stability so I'm not constantly worrying about where I'm staying next. I'm tired of that. I need to focus my energy on myself and Creators Perspective. redacted said she wants to support me in doing what I have to. I really appreciate her being there for me. I still don't fully comprehend the community I have supporting me.

I decided to start writing because the burden of unstable shelter feels much lighter. I have more space to allow creation such as this. I'm excited to see how I flourish here. This will be all for now, I need to get rest for the market tomorrow. I will be writing and sharing more soon. I need to document this wonderful journey I'm on. I need to share it with the world one day. Until next time.