12.24.25 // 12:40pm

My brain is starting to piss me off. It's focusing on the wrong things right now. Yesterday I was crying because my emotions about redacted got overwhelming. I definitely need to have a conversation with him soon. I'm over it. I can't give my heart to someone who can't care for it.

Anyway, now on to something more positive. I just had to get that out of me. Thank you for allowing me the space to do so. I love you.

redacted mom is making tamales. I've never had Salvadorian tamales, I'm excited to try them! It smells so good already. Tomorrow we plan on going to redacted all together. I'm looking forward to that too.

redacted made me a bracelet. That's very kind of her.

Note: redacted called me to catch up while I was writing. Then redacted came home and we started the tamales.