12.22.25 // 4:04pm-4:53pm

I made myself some pretty good food. It felt nice to cook for myself. It's an act of self love I haven't done in a while. I'm finally going to start taking better care of myself. It makes such a huge difference, I'm just not used to it. But this time I'm committed to being my best self. It's not just me anymore. I need to be good so I can take care of others as well. Especially the people I love.

Today is day one of making better decisions for myself. I'm going to focus on my health and energy first. Eating good food, being active, going outside, conserving my energy, following what my soul wants. It's been nice so far. Things go a lot better when you actually start making the changes you need to.

Another thing I want to start doing is posting content online. I began by typing out my journal entries. I got through a good amount so far. I plan on releasing some before the end of the year. Some of the entries were unfortunate to read. I had stopped respecting and loving myself at some point. It happens, I'm getting better now. Small steps at a time.

It'll be interesting to hear the conversations around these writings. I hope something in here helps someone. I know it will in some way. Something told me it's time to release them so we'll see how that goes.

I keep getting distracted so I suppose I'll come back to this. I'm going to clean my space, shower, and run an errand. We'll see what else I get into. Every day is an adventure. Good bye for now.